I worry almost every single part of the day. Like what should I wear, when I’m going to eat, and what’s happening around me etc… I want to know what’s going on around me so I’m prepared and mobile and ready for whatever going to come at me. Worrying definitely gets to my head a lot. I get so stressed out and I think of what possibly might go wrong of the situation. At that moment I pray to God to make sure everything will be all right and I won’t have to worry as much. But the weird thing is, is that whenever I worry about something and I think it’s going to go horribly wrong, it turns out to be perfect. For example, whenever I try something new or meet new people, I worry that I might get injured or I won’t like doing what I’m doing. My parents say to not worry so much and to go with the flow. Like when I’m about to take a test or about to perform something, I worry and think of the negative. But whatever happens, happens for a reason right?
I’m very cautious of my family. Whenever we go on trips I sometimes look after my little brother to make sure he doesn’t drown himself or get hit by a car. I worry about those things, but luckily I’m not by myself. My parents are there with me to help whether I want it or not. So worrying is a problem for me and it’s supporting. And that support is coming from God and he is saying to not worry so much and he’ll guide me along the way.
Parker Ward