I worry almost every single part of the day. Like what should I wear, when I’m going to eat, and what’s happening around me etc… I want to know what’s going on around me so I’m prepared and mobile and ready for whatever going to come at me. Worrying definitely gets to my head a lot. I get so stressed out and I think of what possibly might go wrong of the situation. At that moment I pray to God to make sure everything will be all right and I won’t have to worry as much. But the weird thing is, is that whenever I worry about something and I think it’s going to go horribly wrong, it turns out to be perfect. For example, whenever I try something new or meet new people, I worry that I might get injured or I won’t like doing what I’m doing. My parents say to not worry so much and to go with the flow. Like when I’m about to take a test or about to perform something, I worry and think of the negative. But whatever happens, happens for a reason right?
I’m very cautious of my family. Whenever we go on trips I sometimes look after my little brother to make sure he doesn’t drown himself or get hit by a car. I worry about those things, but luckily I’m not by myself. My parents are there with me to help whether I want it or not. So worrying is a problem for me and it’s supporting. And that support is coming from God and he is saying to not worry so much and he’ll guide me along the way.